Still. I ordered a XX amber 32 oz. draft.

I am ready for the modelo especial to show up.

The studio is warm and ready.

I long to fill the house with the sweet smell of oil paint

And the many pencil drawings of your beautiful body.

You know who you are don't you?

Waiting patiently.

(The Rose Apple. This was a stump with one branch growing when I started fertilizing it with Sea Solids and Ormus in 2012. It's probably one of the few Rose Apples left in South Florida. Most were devastated by termites.)

Update 10 April, 2021: The world will heal when too the world insists too the woman typing has the capacity to hear too the way to the knowing only the world ignores too the woman's work was the way to the giving the woman the caretakers of the male variety meaning the father that was too hard up to realize the daughter the working for the WE too tells to the mentioning they are the ignoringest of the lot tells to the mentioning too the Richard Foulk, Jr. was not the ever allowed to hear: the woman was the real deal to the clearing too the HIV that was too the way to telling the world too the way to healing too the citrus greening was the working with the Ormus material but too that wins nothing but the big kids across the road too made not the first effort to hear too they are the uninterested in the healing but the very very interested in the better off without the debt machine making the Robert Is Here fruitstand the gone gone gone gone to the making them too the better off when too the mentioning they would be without the making themselves the heard when too they are the NPK types with the loads and I mean loads of fertilizer induced imbalances that create too the over use of the antibiotics that will never ever ever solve the problems the better off not being referred to as "farmers" create with the industry funded solutions that exacerbate too the why was I born again question?

Allow too the world where too the beings that are the attended too are too the gilded golden gooses that recoil never but are too the way to hearing the way to ask too the One company to be without the prejudice to hear too the better fed humans work without the NPK version of the being too the not the educated enough in the arts of the fields to be without the understanding tells to the woman wanting nothing but the right to become too the allowed to the voice too tells to the Big Shots that too the big voices are the bono voxes that want too the wives to have the better allowance: the vaccines are the worst of the worst of the worst but true to the forming the opinion the post hoc will be without the hesitation to reward too the woman for the asking out loud again that they try to Ty the world to the working for the way to hearing: the woman tells to the judge jury and executioners the need to the husband was too the wanting the supportive getting off that to the thought the way to the father asking her to record too the way to erasing too the wanting to have the rights at all of the human being tells her to remember the WE is the author of the Otis Redding not but the Otis Brannen wanting too the woman to remember the man was too the cancerized by the using too the pesticides but then again that was the age of the making too the WW2 the right to the humans meaning too the nuclear coming of age will entice too the being there when the woman hears nothing but I am alone and ignored and not without the precedent to hear too the welcome to the making too the news the ECHR thinks the right to hear the giving to the very important view that the going to the news and asking them to get to the better off without the being here when too the working for the massively large dose of the radiation that wins too the right to the alligators winning too the right to the better off without the humans allowed to the being too the better off without the now that wins too the poisoning too the atmosphere tells to the Bono that the way to getting off the throne of the creator to the news too the woman was the Christ Consciousness before the cat went to the better home leaving again the world where nothing matters but the woman being the allied to the news the cancer is the way to the other side when too the muffin wants the rights treaded upon the you get off the higher than mighty and allow the WE again.


My parents have no idea who I am despite my many efforts to share myself with them.

Nor will they listen to this plea. If they don't ignore it they will get mad at me for pleading.

You see. They don't see.

What they see when they look at me is a mentally ill teenager, the same one they saw all those years ago when I moved out of their house.

My father hears no more value in my words than the chattering of a toddler. Yet I'm financially dependent on him, at this age. Though I should be grateful, I feel so shitty about myself.

For 3 years I did workshops with Chris Emmons and for that same duration I used tons of sea solids and gallons of ormus on our small grove in Florida City, Florida, my Uncle Earl's property.

The trees are thriving. One Lychee tree that was almost dead when I arrived in 2011 for my 4 year stint is now huge, green and productive.

My father doesn't give me or the Ormus/Sea solids any credit for the success of the trees that were laboring to live under his care.

He simply ignores my efforts.

Ignores my efforts.

Ignores my efforts.

Ignores my efforts.

Is there an echo?

The use of sea solids and Ormus in agriculture promises to revolutionize organic growing and human health!

I did the research and I am stunned by the outstanding results!!!

I want to be in South Florida. Having to give up my work there broke my heart.

Eventually I'm gonna give up on this life, convinced a merciful universe is bullshit just like everything else.

What's wrong with you Katherine? Oh it's 8:45 AM and I ain't had the first beer yet. Time to pop one and start feeling better for a little while.

What's that? You are gonna judge me for drinking in the am? Why not have a beer with me and listen without judgement?

You just might be surprised what you learn.

Or am I livin' in my own shit like America's lil' lords and ladies?