Update 8 June, 2021:

You are the right Kat to feel much better after writing to another world too the world that was too the holding too the energy that stars in the show called I am too alive now to the thought the offering not the first advice to the woman without too the smugness to the not about to be pregnant too tells to the considering too the heart knew the knowing too the way to the freedom that insists too the allowing to the mind too the Guillain-Barre Syndrome is the vaccine enabled telling to the blind spot to the men that buy too the suits telling to the considering too the buying to the max too the Ormus is the placebo tells to the Watkins Tom that he is not the investigative attorney either telling to the concerned about too the civil liberties of the Bostonians told to be without too the shelter not in place tells to the storming too the castles that will be when too the many pioneers to the better world insist too the canceling too the woman to the mind when too the muscle shoals too tells to the shoaling that the giving to the Manson legacy too that Amy tells to the best haircut then that the first one was that but too the way to giving to the woman too the right to remember I am too the right to the mind when I am the right to the dick sucking but then again I always knew that was insufficient as too the semen taste tells my body to vomit.

You are too the right to remember the giving to the self the wrong to the feeling by too the Donna Royal Brannen Brim's status of wanting too the perfect looking not but too the perfectly behaved by the grandparents world's view that the stoic need to be without too the facial expressions warns too the need to hide everything became too the way to the perfected to the white world baptist that wins too the right to remember being the Cherokee to the thought the Indian at all was the in error to the being the robbed raped and murdered without the commas even necessary to the giving to the writing too the rights of the poetry tells to the Watkins Tom and Erica of the editors of the chiefs of the giving to themselves too the rights to the judging too the more educated too the less tells to the considering too the NY Times to the woman typing is the propaganda rag from the page of the front to the backside tells to the canceling too the Watkins Robbie of the making too the association too the man called "my mother is an angel" to his own self tells to the woman traveling too the world when too the WE advises the time has to the max come tells to the holding to the news the woman thinks the truth that too the Robbie that was too the cousin then was too the Purcell to her tells to the considering to the high and mighty nature of the upbringing that his world view that the stuffy socialites represent the higher echelon that wins too the right to the Spirit being too the precluded to the most materialistic working for the animals too the right to the slaughter without too the considering them too the creatures of the WE meaning too the WE serves the Father God that wins too the union to the thought the Father-Mother God of the being too the 0 meaning too the woman hears the Fool too the right to the working for a world in which too the holding too the breath to the being too the better human to the posturing to the holding too the emotions to the being too the fatherless to the not that at all Richard Bolen's brother Mark Watkins the father of too the abortions to the thought the man was so convinced too the medical error then was the right that he.

You are the right to want to end too the fighting but the giving to the woman that won't try again to give you too the always too the upper hand the Watkins Tom too telling to the woman that thinks too the man too the brightened but too the woman knows only the man works for the world where too the mutiny inside the ranks makes the most sense maybe not but to the thinking the CDC tells to the considering too the WHO guidelines parroted by the CDC wins the highest authority to the world being too the so-called treaty defined by the United States Constitution oh wait I mean the united States of America's constitution telling to the thinking too the u in united was not capitalized by the so-called founding fathers asks too the so-called civil war proponents of the Sherman was the good one that too the Sherman that was too the brutality to the max to the WE was too the most appropriately named to the Tecumseh that was too the right to the generation following too the brutality that ended too the many Shawnee to the being forced to the being raped too to the thought the giving to the beautiful man and artist Bill Miller the man obviously too the Bill Miller of the best of the best to the WE's world that the Ghost Dance wins the reassociation tells to the woman too the many women then were raped then better off not remembering the removing the breasts without too the second thought while too the women were screaming was the way to teach those savages that being an ingin was not the right to the giving to the world the right to remember the woman is too the off-spring of the giving to another world too the feeling that wins only the return to the feeling of the sarcasm that precludes anything that is not the right to the appropriate to the Wyse-Watkins tells to the woman typing that too the conditioning of the selling to the public too the bullshit packaged as the thing that righteousness too the anti-vaxxers now too the many many many many parents that have been too the conditioned to consider too the medical stay with me Kat the medical mythos the woman typing is too the medicine woman working with too the Rishi magic of the Indian sub-continent tells to the Eastern Indian met Turtle Island so-called Indians that the giving to the higher echelon too the right to remember too the women think the challenging too the white ways is too the in error tells to the considering too the natural cleansing mechanisms that the upa-dhatu of the giving to the sexual organs too the right to the being too the cleansed working for the right to recall too the woman hears the way to the getting to the shukra not removed to the healing too the balls that are too the prostate cancer called when too the natural resonance of the stifling the sexual needs to the whoring and porn industry funding instead of the love-making permitting too the heart chakra to change too the changing of the change to the loose change that changes to the woman typing to another type that learns to hear again the heart helps too the children when too the functioning but when too the heart tells to the canceling too the woman typing as too the ever nice to her again was too the Erica Wyse Watkins functioning as too the cleanser to the woman that was too the allowed to the being too the lifted to the Cherokee world where too the world hears the woman has too the right to remain now that too the right to work will restore the right to the being not only the bad seed the Wyse-Watkins married to the Marci-Richards to the thought the giving to a woman the right to remember the giving the heart energy to another is too the right to the love-making but the giving away too the wanting nothing but too the cleansing when too the mentioning too the not right to the social norm to the thought the being too the self-indulgent tells to the Watkins Jim Morrison that he is too the right to her to the thought the man uses too the being when too the typing happens but too the man is too the channeled to the thought the woman feels the man now and too the waking to the news too the channeling too the Jaco to the thought too the Hillel feels like the invited to the date to the man that is too that to her to the thought the woman is the in love with the Jaco Pastorius too telling to the considering too the "dead" men are the more loving beckons to why too the incarnation wins too the continuing when too the not important to the men that love those men too nor important to the women that sell to the product called too the squarest of all psychic mediums meaning the so-called PTSD to the WE too tells to the Hallmark store too the Gemma is the better affiliated as if too the WE is asking too the woman to consider too the slight of hand too the right to the way to insist too the Claudia Marsh to the thought the awesome asshole never to the thought the better friend to the woman many times when too the woman was even unaware tells to the classy lady there that too the being too the registered to the nursing too the wounds that too the giving to the heart too the right to remember too the classic to the giving to the self too the success without too the hesitation to the helping too the self without too the worrying about too the bread when too the mentioning too the ha ha ha the woman tried again too telling to the considering too the stiff upper lip that spells to the Wyse-Watkins the woman is too the alcoholic to the thought the "drug addict" too tells to the considering too the woman took to the max too the being the better educated while smoking pot lying on the sofa watching Dinosaurs on television while the woman not high then watching the school books turn the pages using too her own hands then was too the way to insist too the woman contracting too the not important to the bankrupted by the CARS of the Center for Asheville's shysters of the selling too the products to the women too told to the being exterminated first by the same medical establishment that insists too the DNC the right to the thought the giving to the men of the medicine too the haughty to the ha ha ha too the other sided now tells to the selling to the nurses too the bullshit tells to the woman too the way to the giving to the Claudia too the right to remember the telling to the American Cancer Society too they are too the mammogram better off without that too telling to the canceling too the woman's membership in the united allowance that the removing ever the women's breast tits and all has the medical merit of the right ever ever ever tells to the many women that are too the paying too the karmic debt to the canceling too their own selves telling to the mixing too the medicine and too the enforcement to the buying too the Aboriginal population of the Australian and too the Maori too the right to their land returned tells to the New Zealanders that will inherit too the stuff that smells too that they are too the implicated to the woman too as too the "colonialists" meaning they are too the ignoring the suffering that will result when too they will endorse the vaccines to the children's well-being being too the right to remember the woman typing was offered to them as too the broken hearted by the need to bare too the own children that was too the right to the Watkins-Wyse when too the woman was insufficient to the being the pregnant too via too the same Rich Bolen that was too the mansion man then tells to the considering too the woman was too the heart broken but the very women that think they are the sincerely the right to the overseer status too tells to the woman that her jealousy that too the Jade was rescued tells to the rescuing a child that loves the mother specifically to the being too the abused is the better off without too the better off without the judging not the better off without the need to the canceling too the writing tells to the woman too the judging the WE is the woman typing for the need to posture to the parenting tips too tells to the giving to the self too the cloak I am the KC now that I run too the show by the Facebook cloak that reads I am too the selling the shit to the world that the giving to the diagram too the woman typing was too the wrong to the mind to them too the insufficient to their world where too the children run to the world where too the masking to the staying alive will be when too the wondering why the WE wants too a woman not allowed to their world in the world where too the education and experience and too the Spirit world asked her to be tells to the women that sell too the Jaco to the world as too the mentally ill that he is too the lover to the woman typing to the point too the spiritual to the thought too the hearted to the thought the greatest bass player ever tells to the greatest agreement that too the David Conner Jones of the better off that alone wants to right too the script that the giving to the former father figure there the Richard Foulk the right to remember too the Richard was the sponge when too the man's rent was paid by the father that is told to be "daddy" to the many when too the man tells to the $200/wk erases too the right to remove to another world but too the rent remains too the paid telling to the canceling too the Richard to the hot and heavy too tells to the canceling too the brothel to the "I'm going to make one more round to check for wires." that the allowing too the disrupting too their own self-respect tells to the appropriate to the conclusion too the better bass players are too the DCJ too tells to the waking to the news the man is too the friend one day but to the thought the now is that too the right to the giving to the woman too the right to remember too the holding too the breath to the not permitted too the Chattahoochee too the sacred to the ancestors wanting too the Anthony Kiedis to tell to the being too the descended from the very same individuals that went to the Stone Mountain Council to negotiate too the so-called "treaty" that was too the reduced to the killing off too the ancestors that did not flea north to the northern states to win too the right to the joining forces then to the Tecumseh that remains there now that he is too the Shawnee man to the Tecumseh and too the Chief Joseph that is too the Uncle Joe to the song too the right to the Petticoat Junction to the right to the man invited to the cozy home here in the mountains where too the Cherokee ancestors that are his were there when too the Swannanoa river was too the allowed to breath without the canals and too the right to the raping the land and the residual need to the marking up the allowing too the woman to take to the bank the need to the voice is that too the way to hearing I am too the right to remember the WE wants too the waking to insist the woman wants nothing but the WE to guide telling to her too the "right" move to another might not be the way to the WE's way telling to the remote control that worked splendidly until the middle of the show that was the way to the Twin Peaks renewed after the first episode watch circa 1990 to the renewed to the now I will catch to the fucking shitholed way to the now I am too the not watching that being too the remote controlled human that wins too the right to the hearing I am too there tells to the Christ Jesus that the understanding that he was the guide that afternoon on the cinema that wins too the right to the living as to the thought the Paramahansa Yogananda was too the not right to the relocating to the united States when the giving to the world too the right to clear-up too the misconception that the woman is the hired to remove too the sullen ways that win the right to remember the canceling the right to feel the way to the heart without too the diagram to return other than the giving to the then again the now is that too the living being that lives in too the God that lives telling to the Josh Gibbs that is too the base player that wins too the right to remember I am the invited one and all but too the higher manner of the allowing the person that finds too the marijuana too the right to the calming too the mind to the now I am too the centering to the thought the managing to tells to the Baul now that is the right to the WE that too the Gypsy legacy that too the Saker has to end without too the woman hearing the Russian there is too the right to the so-called "gypsies" to him being the foul ones but to the WE the so-called Rishis of the rishis to the WE meaning too the way to hearing the overseers that sell to the world I am too the caste above tells to the considering too the Saker too the right to the giving to the woman too the right to the Aidan too there tells to her too the man is too the right to the slight of hand telling to the considering nothing but the Mrs. Bates motif hands to her too the right to the murder necessary to the Baul union that manifests too the allowing too the bassist extraordinaire the right to be without too the hesitation to. Wah?

The woman typing hears the words by the way from the WE to learn to forgive too the women that have the right to the children and too the right to be understanding that the lying too tells to the giving to the woman typing too the conniption to have too the heart cleansed by the wanting to hear too the giving to her too the right to care about too the friend when too the friend advised to the many others the woman typing was insufficient to that being too the right to insult to the nines too the woman typing as too the insufficient to the WE's way to hearing: I am too the alone and blue all the time because the compassion that I gave to the Erica Wyse Watkins was turned to the weapon to end too my need to the woman there telling to the considering too the cleansing was the experiencing too the back stab that spells you thought too the woman that tells to the woman typing I will keep to myself and my better friends my privacy while turning you to the ha ha ha her legs don't fold the right way to allow the cum of another to make too the shelving happen again tells to the woman typing the offering to her too the Gemma Team KC as too the results of the going to the cleaners too tells to the considering them too the of so sensitive to the others while ignoring and removing her pleas to be listened to tells to the giving to themselves the right to remember their kids are the central pillar of the man's website that has too the links to the Facebook page resolve to Squarespace instead of the supposed to be Kelvin Cruickshank NZ Medium tells to the important woman trying to relax too that the understanding too the square man too was uninterested in the well being of the woman that actually birthed the Jade to the thought too the woman typing tried to tell to them that the covid-19 vaccine will likely result in the neurological examination that too the Guillain-Barre was too the incorrect to their Facebook posting telling to the considering too the woman typing the untalented and too the scam artist and too the irrelevant to their well being while they erase too the woman as if the world view that the WE is there to advise to the woman typing the Erica Wyse Watkins too the designation the wild woman with too the cocaine bullet in the pocket when too the man that was her live-in bought too the pot to the thought the man grew and sold too the pot to the thought the woman was too the alcoholic to the WE telling to the calling too the woman typing that now is too the Wyse mother telling to the Kathleen Wyse that you are the judge and jury to the woman typing when too the WE is too the author of the holding back to the tune the woman thought too the buying to the ideal that the Christ Jesus asked too the disciples to try to communicate to the brothers and sisters to the thought the woman thought that way to the Wyses while they are to the wise not to her when too the vaccines are the right to the children that will not only feel too the pain when too the mother enters to the vaccine induced comatose allowance that the squareness of the being permitted to the public arena was too the way to offering to the woman too the Facebook when the Mother was too the right to remember: the Shank that too the Shakti the wrong to a woman trying her whole life to cope without the other mother called Donna Brim insisting too the woman was to be both the working professional and too the self-sufficient without the loving partner and too the "you don't need a man" is the way to insist too the giving to the children too the right to be there was too the expectation to the being too the superwoman not possible to the WE but to the television the normal tells to the Donna that watches too the satellite television before the woman hears the Biden to the woman typing is the worst of all presidents to the thought the man is too the unelected telling to the Gerald Ford at least the lie then was the man was installed to help to the clearing too the badlighted world of the making too the gate that waters the right to remember the woman typing was exterminated by the bad medicine to the making the babies likely at all then in the 1993 year telling to the killing too the woman as that to the Wyse mama that means too the Erica was unsympathetic to the being too the not well to the thought too the woman hears the many emotional problems that human beings suffer through are the normal while the comprehending the making the fun of someone that honestly represented to her best friend to the thought the error was that telling to the considering too the Stepford model to the perfect human fits better too the fitness that represents both the Western model of well and too daily doses of the need to refresh to the woman typing too the working for a world in which the so-called best friend tells to the self that the giving to the selling to the public too the right to the gossip tells to the considering too the WE is the author of the words now tells to the woman typing the need to work will be without the Cruickshank invited too telling to the medium needing that the WE is the author of the wanting to work then but too the need to the waiting is too the need to forgive too the Watkins of the Mark too telling to the man that to the woman was robbed by the need to give to the Erica "would you have me tolerate you?" Wyse that tolerates too the right to the higher than thou no matter what the subject became following her pregnancies to the giving to the woman the aversion that the buying too the pot from the 21 year old sister that was too the smoking and selling the pot without too the helping hand of the man that grew without the shadow too the pot that was then marked up to the +$20/quarter ounce was too the way to insisting to the woman then that was too the not without too the head trip that too the so-called bad human called the now the sober many many years longer than too the Watkins-Wyse tells to the giving to the woman too the wrong to the mind is too the woman that understands her world view of the better than the others is the reason too the Jacob Lawrence of the giving to the woman too the friendship was too the abused when the child by not the parents but too the way to having too the light restored for welcome to a world where the judges are too the considered too the holy to themselves telling to the Jacob being now the licensed medical social worker without too the masters degree not telling to the giving to the more highly educated than too the stereotype of the woman typing telling to the considering too the masters degree started twice in the usual fashion by the woman typing to be left by the personal choice to pursue instead the Ayurveda that wins too the Frawley too the bad cock to her now tells to the loving and forgiving too the women that believe that statement too the insult to their high and mighty selves that the going to the tune too the Katherine Rogers fucked to the nines too the Anthony's big brother Kelvin Cruickshanks other halve not but too the man first then was the Rich Bolen while too the marital unit was there tells to the killing too the spirit of the woman to the thought the Rogers got too the pregnancies but too the Bolen is the father to the Watkins Mark's kids telling to the considering too the "my opinion wins" way of the Wyse-Watkins that the giving too to the so-called relationship then too the marital nights on the road too tells to the considering the woman was interested in the well being of the Erica very very much to the thought the understanding too the higher than thou became intolerable to the woman typing to the aversion to the happy too the kids will soon be allowed to her being too the 18 on the way tells to the considering them too the allowed to the mother that wins too the righting too the woman typing to the human that wants not the women that know the right ways to the appropriate to the social faux pas never there tells to the woman that wins not the French in the dictionary that the knowing only the paws of the snake too wins the right to remember the hands are too the right to recall I want to work again but the need to be stereotyped by the humans that are too the allowed to the children tells to the giving to the woman too the right to remember too the buying a baby was the right to the compassion not being allowed to their hearts to the considering too they are the meat eaters too tells to the considering that the vegetarian was insufficient to the holding ha ha ha the pregnancy tells to the considering too the Wyse-Watkins too the sex-offender tells to the considering too the woman too the better off without too the hilarity that the 18 year old is too the wise enough to comprehend that the going to the 911 truth tells to the Truth that the giving to the woman to the hour too the right to that is the wrong offers to the children there the right to remember the still in the loop woman typing that comprehends the way out of the mess hall that wins not the right to return again to a body when too the meanness of the women supercedes the right to the children's welfare tells to the canceling too the fertility to the other daughter's kids was the covid being too the concluded to the correct to the vaccines too the answer to the news the cancer causing chemicals that kill the so-call pathogen that exists as too the evening news talking point exclusively advises to the not educated in the Vedic sciences that the woman is the stereotype called the deluded "conspiracy theorist" while the women that hunker down to their opinions and make not the first effort to read the smallest detail that the news sources lie to the selling to the world the resumes that tell to themselves they are too the medically sound to the mind while too the woman that was too the educated to the degree in the science and too the researcher and too the Vedic scientist to the yogic professional without the yoga source debilitation better called too the 200 hour credentialing called too the yoga alliance will insist too the WE is the wrong by the standard that too the woman's way to the giving to the world too the words that offend too their inner realities tells to the mentioning the shock the Stephen Scott Turney was not able to perceive the reality that the steel framed buildings obviously imploded on the 11th of September 2001 were not fallen by the making too the man too the Aeronautical or is that Space Engineer telling to the AE that he is the better off without too the shame when the world hears too the many others that are too the sufficient to the comprehending too the need to posture to the Wyse-Watkins was the need to harm too the reputation of the own self.

Update 23 May, 2020: Setting the record straight: NEVER have I been pregnant to term this lifetime (1969-Present). Thanks Martia the liar for the spreading the rumor that you too know for a fact is the false assertion that you too know for a fact that you fuck your daughters up the ass.

That was my response to my best friend who was having trouble getting pregnant.

You see I had no kids. I wasn't getting to have a baby. Had no husband or even a boyfriend.

But I did have grief, pain in my heart for being childless.

She ignored my grief.

She twisted my words into something else, and implied I didn't want kids. That I thought it was wrong to bring kids into this world. She said I didn't care what she was going through.

She didn't know me at all. Except, possibly, how to hurt me.

Friendship or competition?

She had a baby.

Years later. She "supported" me through a fertility treatment by intentionally getting pregnant herself at the same time, but not telling me.

I didn't get pregnant. I felt grief. I didn't hear from her for some time. No "How are you feeling?"

Three months later she sent a one sentence email informing me she was pregnant and through her first trimester.

I asked why she didn't tell me she was trying to get pregnant the same time I was.

She said, "Because I was making it all about you."

Can we say passive aggressive?

Competition or friendship?

Years pass.

"You offend me", she said, regarding my take on the Sandy Hook tragedy, as if it was her duty to correct me.

I am insensitive to the loss of the Sandy Hook parents, she implied. I could hear in my mind her saying, "Someone who actually had children would understand Katherine."

That's when I decided I don't need her "friendship".

2004 I contacted these friends about what I was learning, and was freaking me out, about 9-11.

2017 one of those friends, her friend, who holds a degree in Aerospace Engineering from Ga Tech, said, "Admit it Katherine. 9-11 Truth is just your thing you won't let go of. Only people with an agenda question 9-11."

For 13 years the agenda of my former friends was to ridicule me about 9-11 Truth instead of looking into the facts.

People with kids don't have time for conspiracy theories.

I never had kids. My grief remains.

Don't worry former friend. You did the right thing punishing me for "not caring about what you were going through" having trouble getting pregnant and for not giving a rat's ass about my grief. I'm a conspiracy theorist.

Just protect your kids.

Is your rant over Katherine?